Doubt
Bad days, do what you can. Good days, do what you can. It's been a tough couple of weeks. After the initial buzz, the doubts. New trainers, sore feet, old injuries threatening to resurface. Doing too much or doing too little? Ease back or push on. A close cousin of professional doubt. Can I do this? Do I belong? Am I good enough? Am I enough? Will they like me, like what I do, rehire me? What if I say no and they find someone better and never ask me again? What if I say yes a